meguren0216

So lately, I've been watching Ikemen Desu Ne before going to sleep just because I can't get enough of Hikaru. So my days are divided into work, getting my alcohol or tea fix, watching HSJ videos and watching HSJ jdramas. Perhaps it's the breath of fresh air that I'm getting that keeps me hooked with this group. Though lately Hikaru is starting to standout as my favorite. I first took a liking to Inoo-chan after watching him on Peach Girl, but that seemed like a passing fancy. He's my number 2 though amongst HSJ though. As for Hikaru, I first saw him when I watched Orthos No Inu, starring my number one Hideaki Takizawa and Ryo Nishikido, another one of my favorites. Not sure if it was a transference of my girl crush for Tackey and Ryo-chan that got me to appreciate Hikaru... or if it was because he was just such a bad ass here and I have a thing for bad boys hahahaha. It's funny how his character in Ikemen Desu Ne is the total opposite of the spoiled brat he portrayed in Orthos No Inu. He also kinda looks like my ex, so perhaps his physical features is really my type. My heart melts whenever I see him wink on screen LOL.

There was a line in episode 2 or was it 1 that struck me. Nana said that "their job was to sell dreams". Then I remembered the principal who said that he never saw the children smile as sweetly until they got the chance to watch A.N.Jell perform. And then I realized that I was also smiling and was so giddy whenever I would watch videos of Arashi, T&T and HSJ performing. Though I have heard that phrase many times, not sure if I interpreted in correctly. So what kind of dreams do they sell? Is it because they inspire people in a way through their music? And because quarantine has given me all the time in the world, I googled what it meant. Urban dictionary says — The act of promising with no intent to act on it. When you think about how Johnny's Jimusho strictly forbids their talents from getting into relationships it does make a lot of sense. There are fans who tend to get upset when they find out that their idol is romantically linked to someone. Why? cause how can you fantasize about someone whom you know in reality is already with someone else. hahahaha So that is me unconsciously admitting that I'am that kind of fan.

This is so therapeautic. Should've started this earlier, I would've gotten the chance to write more.

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